les mots et les choses

It's really all about just finding the right word(s) in the right order, in the right language in the right moment and in the right place, on the right page, and send it to the right people... can I really say that there's no difference between essence and appearance, when it seems so much important how you present your profile than what you (can) actually do?
From another perspective, however, it appears that the appearance is the very essence - and the question is not whether there's something "behind" that appearance, but if that surface is thick and strong enough to make a whole real thing. If it's good enough, it does become the thing, which will then be not less real than as if it had started growing from the inside, as it were... like one kind of a self-fulfilling prophecy...
(ennuyeux comme la pluie...)

A good day to start again..

How's that whenever I decide to give it another try, make an effort, I open this page and my mind goes all blank, like this window? The writer's horror vacui, n'est-ce pas (not that I'm a writer.. so why?)
I wish someone could invent and let me have a machine that registers thoughts directly, so I don't need to stop doing whatever I'm doing whenever a genius idea comes while I'm doing something (stretching or running, typically). What amount of bullshit I could pile up here! Well, probably better that I can't mind you...

Sommeil de plomb

Ólomálom

Keep talking

I'm back on here after such a long time and am amazed that this stubborn little fish is still here swimming around... such a perfect image of me, it keeps going and hitting his little head against the wall, the limits set to its world by... who, what, when why?? No she can't believe they are really there, you never know, you're here, you're alive, you want to get the most out of it, become better, stronger, happier, you just bloody keep swimming... if it's swimming around, if that's all you can since your space is so limited, then you keep swimming around making the most out of it, at least enjoy the movement, enjoy the dark little space around you, the substance around you, keep walking, keep talking... (Or shut up just to listen to some good music... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aNugsnUuIs)